I had an older web blog I used like a few years ago on blogger.com. which I quit using it. Well, anyways, from the recent posted I made on wordpress, I thought it would be good to share this old posted I had blogged in the past because, it relates to the “Third Thought” posting. So, I thought it would be good for all of you that haven’t seen it yet before. Here it is:
Thursday, March 16 2006
Something Really Heavy On My Heart
which you know they have to follow the laws so Miss mean to them…I’m going to take this stand and speak out and I’m going to let God take full control over me and on it… I’m going to let him guide me through this…I’m going to let him do what he needs and wants to do for his children by using me to do so…But I have something really special and important to tell you all…I think you all might be touched by it…Like last week I was watching one of my tv. shows (One Tree Hill) well this episode was really intense it was about this kid getting teased and tormented everyday by everyone none stop well he brings a gun into the school he fired it but no one was hurt…He ran in the room with some students because they had a “code red” well the other students didn’t know it was him well, he was keeping quite until a boy called that student a bad name and he pulled out the gun and hold these kids hostage…Well, he told them all about his heart how it’s well really broken well that touched me because I knew exactly how he felt because well I went through it still am in some ways which I didn’t think about harming anyone but myself through thats the only differences…But anyways he said this is really bad I have to point this gun at your faces order for you all to listen…But sadly at the end he end up shooting himself… This episode truly touched my heart I was crying all through it…But after this show was over my heart was extremely heavy and it felt like God was speaking to me and telling me Andrea use this episode and yourself to reach out to others…So guess what? I listen to what my heart and the Lord had to say I went to one of my teachers (Mr. Yoder) and talk to him he advise me to go talk to this woman Miss. Beatty that is incharge of this new program that we started this year which is for bulling and I did…Both Miss Beatty and Mr. Yoder was really touched and they were really touched when I told them I want to share this and do something good with this…So I’m speaking in FCA about it and maybe next year I will come in and be a guess speaker to talk about it because well they wanted to get that clip of that eposideBeatty believes she’ll be able to get all this next year… I really want to do this I believe I need to do this because well I think this is one of my callings and also a big percentage of these shootings and suicides by teenagers is by them getting bulled…And I believe if you treat a person like a monster they soon become that monster…I believe if I shared my heart of what I experience and how much this means to me I could maybe help or save lives or even make them strongly think about it…I want to do this for God and his children that are struggling and hurting by others being sooanywas I wanted to share that…Well I’ll let you all go, I hope you all having a wonderful day and week filled with God’s blessings and love! Take care!
Andrea~
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